she hates her) and she comes in and starts screaming like the drama queen she is. And I don’t even notice the blood until he calls Jennifer (spits her name out. And Michael walks in the room and sees what I’m doing and the look of disgust in his face (its breaks her heart)….he told me it was fear but I saw it. And I’m getting sexually excited like those FREAKS you hear about who like that demented shit. How fucked up is that? And the deeper I press the knife in the more excited I become. And I’m fucking liking it (she is so disgusted by herself). And I don’t even think I’m conscious doing it but I start taking off my shirt in the fucking middle of the fucking kitchen like a fucking lunatic and I start moving it over my stomach. And then I start to imagine how it would look if it was cutting into flesh. And I just cant stop staring at this fucking knife. And every time it cuts through these greens so easily it just makes me a little bit more and more excited. (she looks at him unmoved and realizes her erratic behaviour and calms down)Īngela: Anyway I’m cutting these green whatever they are, and I’m cutting and I’m cutting and before I know it im just staring at the knife. Even sharing a happy moment with others will cheer you up.Angela: Last month I was cutting those……GOD what are those called (she is frustrated she can’t remember)……those green leaf things.Īngela: (shouting) NO NOT SPINACH. However, you could achieve happiness by thinking about your happy moments and doing things that make you happy. It means shutting out some of your other emotions, which wouldn’t be a great addition to your mental health. To conclude, this blog I think achieving ultimate happiness all the time isn’t possible. You will probably notice that it lies within your memories and thoughts and makes you happy for some time. Think about your moments of happiness for a second. But why and how? There is no such thing as a happiness meter that you can use to compare yourself to other people. Somehow everyone seems to compare their happiness to each other. Your moment of happiness could be a minority for someone else. So, what about the ultimate happiness? Being happy is something that we could see as relative. Even a message with you thinking about them could help them feel a little more happy. Maybe they are that one student who feels lonely or sad or developed anxiety or depression. With bringing up this problem, I want to encourage you to contact that one seemingly lonely person in your study group, distanted friend or even roommate. However, not seeing it on the news anymore doesn’t mean the problem just goes away. For some time student’s mental problems have been addressed in the news. Amongst you are thousands of other students. A moment where happiness just faded away and hopelessness took over. I think almost everyone had a moment of despair during COVID. The corona virus took a toll on everyone, but that made me wonder is there a way to achieve ultimate happiness? Over the past two years I haven’t considered myself happy all the time. This opinion creates an opportunity to switch out the topic of this blog to the emotion happy. But the foremost opinion on the color yellow is that it is a happy color. Some people find it ugly, some people think it’s pretty and for others it is their favourite color. There are many opinions about this color. Following up on my last post I made the decision to call you out and let you create an opinion on the color yellow.
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